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Saturday, January 12, 2013

Salah dan berdosakah aku...

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Salah dan berdosakah aku...

mengalangi kotaku
mendustai selembar keramat janji
tersemat antara kita
sekian terjadi peristiwa 29hb.Nov.2012
apakah perlu...
aku meneruskannya
oh! tidakkkk
keupayaan ku terbatas

Salah dan berdosakah aku...

mengalangi kotaku
mendustai selembar keramat janji
setelah apa tersurat
setelah apa tersirat
lakunan demi lakunan
sendiwara demi sendiwara
dusta demi dusta
kau sajikan untuk
santapan harianku

Salah dan berdosakah aku...

mengalangi kotaku
mendustai selembar keramat janji
melangkah longlai
menujah tongkah arus
perlahan demi perlahan
meninggalkan kesakitan
meninggalkan kesiksaan
meninggalkan keresahan
meninggalkan penderitaan
ya! dirimu
ya! keegoanmu
ya! kebongkakkanmu
sesungguhnya kau
manusia ego dan bongkak
manusia mementingkan diri
sendiri...

Salah dan berdosakah aku...

mengalangi kotaku
mendustai selembar keramat janji
membiarkan kau
terkapai kapai kelemasan
dilautan kehidupan kala ini
tanpa sekelumit kotaku
tanpa sekelumit pedoman dan panduan
tanpa sekelumit perencanaan
oh! tidakkkk
keupayaanku terbatas

Salah dan berdosakah aku...

membiarkan hati ini
menyatakan benci pada kalanya
namun hakikat mutlak
kau...
kau masih ku sayang


Januari 12, 2012    10:05pm

 
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Mungkinkah Bersatu Kembali...

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Tuhanku...
bernafas di ruang ujimu
tidak pernah aku puas
kecewa dan keluh-kesah
ketara diufuk hati
menerjah menikami jiwa
melara dalam ketandusan
kegetilan...
kekecewaan...
penyesalan...
kepedihan...
kesedihan...
sebatian mutlak ku kini

ampuh kini keegoanku
menjitu menyembah bumi
alam kudus meremang hilai
membutuhkan ketewasanku
mengharungi arus kecintaan
suatu tika...
pernah ditatangi jua dibelai 
seumpama persis arus
siGombak hata siKelang
bisa tidak dapat dipisahkan
oleh kemungkinan ilusi

aku pasrah kini
aku terdusta,dengan mainan kata 
aku terdusta,dengan mainan janji
aku terdusta,antara realiti dan imiginasi
akhirnya aku sendirian
kecundang...
termanggu menatapi realitinya
cinta itu terindah
cinta itu kesiksaan
cinta itu menyakiti
aku tega dengan ketentuanmu
ku telan hakikat
tertutup sudah pintu hatiku
walaupun kasih sayang terus membara
membakar jiwa raga ku

ampunkan segala dosa dosaku
aku persis manusia kerdil
maka...
taburilah segalas kekuatan
untuk ku, demi...
memperjuangkan sisa sisa kehidupan
doaku,suatu waktu adanya
bukakan kembali
ruang kecil hatiku
untuk ku bercinta dan dicintai

*kau yang ku sayangi
mungkinkah bersatu kembali



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Friday, January 11, 2013

AdilanClub: Girl, 14, sold sex for drinks

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AdilanClub: 11th hour flip-flop a ploy by insincere BN? Cops want Jan 12 venue changed to Bukit Jalil stadium

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AdilanClub: I NEARLY DIED - gang-rape victim's real life account

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lanClub:Breaking news, is the best for news

I was gang raped three years ago, when I was 17 years old. My name and my photograph appear with this article. in 1983, in Manushi.

I grew up in Bombay, and am at present studying in the USA. I am writing a thesis on rape and came home to do research a couple of weeks ago. Ever since that day three years ago, I have been intensely aware of the misconceptions people have about rape, about those who rape and those who survive rape. I have also been aware of the stigma that attaches to survivors. Time and again, people have hinted that perhaps death would have been better than the loss of that precious“virginity.” I refuse to accept this. My lifeis worth too much to me.


I feel that many women keep silent to avoid this stigma, but suffer tremendous agony because of their silence. Men blame the victim for many reasons, and,shockingly, women too blame the victim, perhaps because of internalized patriarchal values, perhaps as a way of making themselves invulnerable to a horrifying possibility.

>Link Info : General Issues - Gang Rape
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Thursday, January 10, 2013

AdilanClub: College Student DISMEMBERED Four Cats – Hung Corpse On FLAG POLE

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AdilanClub: S'pore woman shares about her gang-rape experience

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Wednesday, January 9, 2013

AdilanClub: JB-based Facebook page offers girls for mistresses

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AdilanClub:Breaking news, is the best for news

Johor added tons of new attractions to the state last year, including places like Legoland for the geeks and kids. Grownups, however—men, especially—sometimes have other types of playgrounds on their minds.

And one savvy-minded businessperson, who until now remains incognito, has turned their Facebook "community page" into a recreational sex park by offering social escort services from young women and teenage girls.


The page, in Chinese and loosely translated as JB Compensated Dating Girls, was created on 9th September 2012 and now has over 2,400 'Likes'. And the ladies, some of whom are only 16, provide both sexual favours and mistress duties to any man who can keep them in a lifestyle they're accustomed to.

>Link Info : General Issues - Dating Girls
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